Terkubur Essay…

Gw ga bisa ngomong apa2 lagi… God is good… Selesai tugas gw semuanya… Di week 7 ada 2 essays due, dan 2 mid test (untung satu di postpone karena mati lampu)

Satu essay 2500 kata, satu yang 1000 kata… (yang di foto perlengkapan untuk yang 2500 kata)

Seminggu lebih cari2 bahan, baca2, dan pas easter break seminggu berkutat di kamar (pas minggu aja digeret keluar sm pie2 and dora)…

TEPAR…

PS: Sorry kalo posting jadi jarang dan hiburan kurang… Abisnya CUAPEEEEE…

Cerita tentang Dora (part 2)

Cerita tentang Dora. (Part 2)

Hauhauhaua skrg critanya g bagian mengepost cerita2 lucu ttg Dora!! nih beberapa diantaranya… sebagian dah lupa seh…

1. Tragedi $9

Cerita kale ini, si Dora lage ngitung2 duit… biasa kerjaan anak2 di Bettina klo malem2… so… suatu hari… kita belanja n Dora yg bayar2, di rmh baru itung2an gt… nah abis kita bayar membayar, eh tiba2 dia itung duit dia kurang $9… di dompet krg drpd di catetan cash booknya! nah lho? berkali2 diitung n ditelusuri tadi bli apa aja kasi duitnya brp trus kembaliannya… secara transactions and cashflownya bener… tp tetep diitung kurang $9… so mampet otak slama hmpr sejem kyknya itung2an ga kelar2… si Dora mukanya udah asem… kita smua jg bingung jadinya… lalu terakhir menyerah, urusan itung2nya si Nelvin yg bawa pulang…

in the end ternyata… si Gaby kurang bayar Dora $9 emang… halah2… mumet d 1 jem gara2 gitu doank! hauahuaa… dinamakan tragedi $9 makanya…

2. Bekor”!?!?^*

yang ini kejadiannya lage2 gara2 Dora ngmgnya pake kecepatan 30 kata per detik… ato karna emang lidahnya kebelit… nih chatlognya:

Dora : pie2

Dora: tar klo laguna udah semua masukin ke sharing folder y

Dora: thanks

Dora: mo boker… hahahaha

Dora: om, mo pinjem ga?

Pie: yupp

Pie: halah

Nelvin: pa?

Pie: hauhauhaa

Pie: boker

Dora: jd g sisain dulu

Dora: hahahahha

Nelvin: celana dalem?

Pie: bokerrrrrr doraaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Dora: huahahhaahah

yg lucu bagian selanjutnya! Dora ke kamar g abis itu kan… ngakak ber2 sampe sakit perut… trs pas ngakaknya dah redaan dia blg… “koq ngomongin BEKOR seh?” hauhauhauhauhauahuahuhauhuaa Do… Do…. dasar burung dodo! hahahaa.. kembali ngakak… ngomong boker aja ga becus seh… yang baca part 1 nya pasti tau… dolo jg dia perna blibet beker jadi boker… skrg boker jadi bekor… ntah apa selanjutnya… wkakkaka… Do… Do… ga banget d! lucu amat seh lo?!? hahahaha…

Music From Heaven

Nulis perasaan di waktu apapun itu sangat berguna. We can always refer back to it from the future. So here’s a piece that I wrote and I turn to when I’m feeling unwind.

Music From Heaven

Music from heaven,
how I long to hear it,
just one more time…

Music from heaven,
a peace that’s far away,
unknown…

Faint calls from where I belong,
sweet voice in my thought,
and the dream of being home,
in my lonely quiet world….

Distant calls for weary souls,
sweet echoing through the hearts…
Rushing through the silent trees,
the angel’s midnight song…

Serenade beyond the sky,
harmony of thousands angels…
Without a word,
to my soul, it says come back home…

(and the angels were just singing: “come home, child, come home…”)

Yes I’ll come back home…

PS: this doesn’t mean that I want to die soon! (how could you even interpret it that way?!) To come home is to be with God, because where your heart is, it’s your home, get it? I want to return home, that means to be veryyyyyy close with God. And I can do that without dying hahahaha…

A Prayer in the Dark

Lately I’ve been feeling unwell inside and I’ve been acting like a sulk bag. It’s the assignments. It’s the chores. It’s just having no one who understands what I’m feeling. Don’t take me wrong. Many try to understand, but just can’t. I’m just… different. Some are too caring, I don’t wanna make them worry more. Maybe it’s wrong, but I feel I have to be strong!! You know that when you cry and release, you’ll feel better? Well, I just can’t. A part of me says it’s the time to cry. A part of me says it’s not the time to be a weenie. A part of me just say that I can go through it.

I just felt the body heat rises. The normal is 35.6-35.9 (I know it’s too low, chill) but I felt my body was starting to feel odd, and my eyes flickering hot and hotter, and I knew it was rising. 37, and 37.1 and I just stopped measuring. It has nothing to do with my gastric (who’s been really annoying lately). It’s in the head… and the heart. The only thing I’m grateful for right now is love. I’m greatly loved (you know who you are), and the one who loves me the most is always Him. It’s the only thing that keeps me in peace. Coz I make predictions and I worry when things are uncertain. I take cues and I deduct. And sometimes it just becomes too tiresome. And lately I’ve been bombarded by uncertain things. Why can’t the world be just like a book that I can read?

I guess it means that I have to put my trust in the Lord who died to save me, and who rose back and ascended to heaven to prepare my home for me. (yes, it’s Easter! but that’s not the reason I’m writing this) I remember the lilies, flowers that I was asked to research into by my mom to know what it looks like. We were making a drama script for church and dad was just too busy to focus on simple things like what flowers look like. So mom and I selected a song and it’s about the lilies. What is it about the lilies that make them appear in the songs about faith, about miracles?

Their seeds. Seriously. The seeds are often dormant for years and years, metres deep under the ground! No one knows how to make it grow, and scientists have been trying with no results. But they just grow miraculously, in the middle of the dry deserts. Only God knows how to make them grow. And I just felt a relief when I was thinking. You know, just conversing with myself and tried to feel God’s presence. And He put the lilies in my head. And how they grow. How He makes them grow. And I said to Him, God it’s me. I’m the seed, deep within my trials and errors, trying to grow and surface every problem that I meet. And You are my perfect Gardener. And so here it goes…

A Prayer in the Dark

Here I am, whispering to You
echoing the words to heaven above
A plea for rescue from the depth of my heart
from the abyss of my thought I trembly say

A prayer in the dark
like a seed trying to make its way up
through the darkness and all the heavy soil
burdened, I whisper a prayer in the dark

My heart’s weary and my soul’s restless
And I retreat to the safety of Your peace
eternal is the work of Your hands…
My Gardener, just take it from here
I’ve tried my best to break through but You know how hard it is
the weight of the world that push me down
So as I whisper please lift me from this abyss
and let me dwell within Your arms

A prayer in the dark
just like a seed, watered in tears
Someday I’ll surface and all will see
How beautiful Your hands had crafted my soul
But until I bloom, when the clouds shed darkness
hear my whisper in the dark…

I know You’re here with me tonight
It’s just that it’s dark and I fail to see You
I surrender to Your loving presence
and in Your love I dwell peacefully
Basked in Your serenity I close my eyes
I whisper a prayer within my heart
I know You hear even the slightest sigh of my soul

Post pendek: U shoot ur friend?

Wah… ada tanda2 kuping gw udah mulai berubah jadi pegangan panci!!!

Lokasi: (lagi2) Ruang makan / ketawa

Ceritanya lagi ngomongin dora sama gw yang akan dijemput untuk pergi ke gereja…

Setelah beberapa saat ngobrol…

Dora: Gab u shoot ur friend ya ntar…
*gw: mikir, black out dr percakapan sebentar*
*pie2 and dora ngobrol, di sela2 percakapan kayanya pie2 blg kenapa gw harus duduk di depan*

Gw: Kenapa gw harus tembak temen gw?
Dora & Pie: Hee? Ni anak kenapa sih?
Gw: lho… loe yang bilang kan?
Dora: Emang bilang apa?
Gw: U shoot ur friend…

Dora sama Pie abis itu langsung ngakak ga berhenti2…

Gw: Kenapa sih?

Dora sama pie2: *ngakak masih ga berhenti*

Gw: *mikir* *accessing english-indo-english dictionary*
Gw: oohh… maksudnya u sit in front ya… *merasa bodoh*

Dora sama Pie2 masih ketawa…
Akhirnya gw ketawa juga…

Dan begitulah ceritanya 3 anak ketawa ga jelas di ruang makan. Mungkin ada jamur gila kali yawh… Tapi ga makan jamur lho ehehehehehe…